Spending New Year's Eve and Day by myself was not a good thing. Too much time to think about what is ahead. These holidays faliing on the the weekend have limited me getting some things done due to things being closed. So Tuesday will be full pre-op appt. Lift recliner rental delivery, laundry, packing, therapy and getting all the bills paid, because of course the bank has been closed and will be again tomorrow.
There is just so much to do and then what is happening on Wednesday reachesup and smacks me on the head. There is just no way to accept it, I know it is what I have to do to survive, but it does not make it any less scary, overwhelming and just plain sucky.
I really am a glass half full kind of person but I think I deserve a littlepity party now and then.
On that note I will say good night and once again..happy new year.
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